I don’t know what to say anymore. To anyone. I just feel like I always mess things up or make them worse. Yeah, I know. Keeping feelings bottled in isn’t good. But expressing them seems to be just as bad. 

Writing about everything on Tumblr isn’t going to help either. I know whoever reads this will start thinking thoughts that could or could not be what this is about. Judgements will start to follow. And I don’t want that.