I’ve been trying so hard to deal with this. I know that you’re busy. I know that you have a bunch of classes and a bunch of work. I do too. But is taking 5-15 seconds to text me too much to ask? You change into a completely different person when you’re at school. We spent the entire weekend texting and skyping, but today, I was lucky to get even 5 text messages from you. You asked me to skype and I rapidly signed on. Only to get another text 30 minutes later saying that you decide to go eat. Distance isn’t supposed to be getting between us, but it’s become obvious that is has. I don’t expect you to text me 24/7. But, texting you is the only thing that gets me through my day. When you stop, I feel more alone than I already am, which I didn’t think was possible. You’re busy. I know. But the closest thing I’ll get to comfort around here is reading your text messages on a screen. And this whole other situation? I don’t even know where to start. I already told you how I felt about this, and I thought you understood. Apparently, you haven’t. 

Maybe it’s me. Maybe I’m making this too much of a big deal. Well, that’s cause it is. To me, at least. I’m sorry I can’t make friends as easy as you. I’m sorry I’m not social enough to go out and meet people or walk with them to class. I’m sorry that I can’t have a good time without you. I just don’t know what to think anymore. I’m sorry.