February 2012
3 posts
I think I should listen to them.
After all, they are the professionals. I guess it’s just hard to listen to something that you don’t want to believe. But, they know what’s best, don’t they? I just don’t want to feel like this anymore. I’m tired of it. It’s time to go back.
I'm at a loss for words.
I don’t know what to say anymore. To anyone. I just feel like I always mess things up or make them worse. Yeah, I know. Keeping feelings bottled in isn’t good. But expressing them seems to be just as bad.
Writing about everything on Tumblr isn’t going to help either. I know whoever reads this will start thinking thoughts that could or could not be what this is about. Judgements...
I'm stronger than this.
I can do it. I can overcome this. After all, God only gives you what you can handle. I guess I’m just tired of being alone and feeling worthless. I know I’m not. I just don’t really receive any acknowledgement of it. Please don’t try and change that. As bad is it sounds, I’m starting to be okay with it.