February 2012
3 posts
I'm at a loss for words.
I don’t know what to say anymore. To anyone. I just feel like I always mess things up or make them worse. Yeah, I know. Keeping feelings bottled in isn’t good. But expressing them seems to be just as bad.
Writing about everything on Tumblr isn’t going to help either. I know whoever reads this will start thinking thoughts that could or could not be what this is about. Judgements...
I'm stronger than this.
I can do it. I can overcome this. After all, God only gives you what you can handle. I guess I’m just tired of being alone and feeling worthless. I know I’m not. I just don’t really receive any acknowledgement of it. Please don’t try and change that. As bad is it sounds, I’m starting to be okay with it.
January 2012
5 posts
Happy 31 Months; I love you, [:
Sorry,
For constantly wanting to talk to you.
For getting sad, when you take long to reply.
For saying things that might piss you off.
For coming off as annoying.
If you dont want to talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you.
If I think about you too much and too often.
If I tell you about my pointless drama when you dont really care.
If I come off as being clingy..
xilovelosersx asked: What to do tell me what I got to do!
I’m so tired of getting attached to people.
I just can’t help it though. Most the people I meet, and everyone I get attached to, are completely amazing. Every time I get closer and closer with someone, it’s like I don’t want our friendship to end, because each and every friendship I receive, is something I really value. But, I hate getting attached to people because it’s not guaranteed they’ll stay in my life. Most of them come and go as we...
Love.
It’s something so simple yet complicated at the the same time. It’s a feeling of happiness & comfort mixed in together, but it’s way more than that. You start to realize you can sacrifice & do so much for that person and not realize or mind it at all. This is hard to explain, I’m trying but it’s like not enough. It’s having the sense that someone’s always, I mean always gonna be right next...
December 2011
5 posts
Bleh. I feel so horrible right now.
I’m so cold and the heater has been on all day. I’m wearing tons of layers of clothes and a big sweater to top it off. My head hurts like crazy and these cramps are getting worse by the minute.
Oh, and what makes everything worse. I have a super late registration time tomorrow and all the classes I want are full. I can’t even waitlist or anything.
I just want this week to...
Anonymous asked: You deserve so much better than him. Leave him and i promise you ill make you happier.
I'm sorry for...
Being annoying because I want to talk to you.
Being needy because I miss you.
Being emotional because I care about you.
Being insecure because I’m afraid to lose you.
November 2011
12 posts
1.
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yes.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? I currently am.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Earlier.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Sure.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Idk.
6. Have you heard a song that...
Anonymous asked: People need to realize you aren't as innocent nor as nice as they think.
dearkels asked: OMG. your so beautiful!!!!! :)
marissadavina asked: Dear Yadipiller, ah. I love you and I miss you and I hope I get to see you this weekend(: Love Cheeto<3
"With God, all things are possible." Matthew...
Throughout my childhood and teen years, God has blessed me remarkably with the best family, most amazing friends, and unforgettable memories. Tomorrow, another chapter in my life begins. Unaware of what “adulthood” will bring, I’m confident in trusting God to guide me through.
I don't understand how you can do that.
Like seriously? We only have so much time to see each other and you blow me off to do something with your roommates, who you see EVERYDAY? Day and night? Breakfast, lunch, and dinner?
Fine. Go ahead. I’ll be waiting for you, patiently. Like I always do, because I actually want to talk to you. I want to be able to tell you about my day and hear about yours without having 238733248742934...
October 2011
24 posts
Watchitskristianne:
dimplesmileyface:
Respect.
My heart goes to the Philippines and to this man who literally brightened up the lives of these people.
'Cause She Cares.
tedeezy:
She knows you’re an attractive guy, she knows other girls think so, too & she knows you talk to attractive girls. She’s just afraid that you might think they’re better looking than her or more fun to be with, she actually compares herself to the girls you talk to & sometimes, she feels ugly. She just doesn’t wanna feel like she has to compete just to keep your attention on her,...
Don't take her for granted.
If she texts you, text her back. If she wants to hang with you, hang with her. If she wants to talk to you, talk to her. If she wants to hug you, hug her. If she wants to hold your hand, let her. Just because she’s yours at the moment, doesn’t mean she will be in the future. Treat her right or someone else will.
Confession #6: I've always wanted a surprise...
enstar:
I mean it doesn’t even need to be a party- a dinner, a lunch, just a cake even!
Who am I kidding though, I’m the type of person that would organize the suprise; who would do all the decorations; who would find the perfect time and place to have it; who would take all of her time to give someone that special gift.
I'm doing my best.
You deserve to have fun in college. I don’t want to take that away from you in any way. Even though it hurts to talk to you for only a little bit, it’s better than nothing. I’ll cherish whatever moments I have with you, no matter what. So go. Have fun. I’m not going to hold you back anymore. I’ll at least try. /:
Happy 28 Months; I love you, [:
Admit it, girl.
itsanrie:
tedeezy:
You don’t want him talking to her because you know she’s pretty, you’re scared that she’s might more of his type, you’re assuming that he’ll lose feelings for you & gain them for her, you’re thinking that when he’s not talking to you, he’s talking to her. You dislike how when you guys have problems, he’ll run to her, tell her & she’ll seem to understand him...
Weekend.
It’s been a while since I’ve been truly happy. This weekend has been absolutely amazing, only because I was able to spend it with you. You make me so happy and I miss you so much already. Thank you for everything. Happy almost 28 months, [:
Today Today Today!
Today’s the day! :D
My Imaginary Debut Court.
Escort: Jorvic Justin Ramos
18 Candles: (In no particular order)
Marianne Roasa
Mariah Roasa
Apryl Kristine Quibin
Kaycee Quibin
Justine Galicinao
Victoria Barroga
Carenn Villamor
Cayleen Villamor
Marissa Davina Candeleria
Kristina Candeleria
Kristal Valencia
Sarah Ruth Pobre
Jasmine Elder
Beverly Bansil
Blessie Caro
Krystal Ruiz
Shannen Quibuyen
Gabrielle Cuadra
18 Roses: (In...
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You're pushing it.
I’ve been trying so hard to deal with this. I know that you’re busy. I know that you have a bunch of classes and a bunch of work. I do too. But is taking 5-15 seconds to text me too much to ask? You change into a completely different person when you’re at school. We spent the entire weekend texting and skyping, but today, I was lucky to get even 5 text messages from you. You...
4 More Days.
5 More Days.
6 More Days.
September 2011
8 posts
kennethegooseman asked: Got your back Steph! :D